Sunday, June 16, 2013

motivation

Motivation?  I have none.  I have dwindled down to running only 2 or so miles at a time maybe 3 times a week...if I'm lucky.  Sometimes only twice.  Yes, that's 4 miles a week.  4 miles a week will not allow me to eat what I want and still button my jeans, people.  I need some inspiration.  I have combed through Pinterest, pinning motivational posters of skinny people in cute running clothes at sunrise.  Getting up early to run outside with the sun only happens a few months out of the year in my neck of the woods.  I know this, I appreciate this.  Sadly, I sleep through this.  I started running after work a few times a week because I had time to run and shower before hubby came home.  Then other stuff started getting in the way of that.  Then I just got lazy.  I really like sitting on my chair playing Candy Crush Saga and watching Bravo.  (yes, simultaneously...those housewives don't need to be watched--just listened to). 


I need to get motivated again.  I need to remember I'm worth it...again.  I need to know that the time I'm putting in will come back to me in muscle tone, endorphins, and a flat tummy for the summer.   Okay, and probably more years on the planet.  Right now though, it's a month until vacation and the flat tummy at the pool beats more bingo at age 88. 

Dammit.  I guess I'm running tomorrow.  I better go stream some Nike ads.